I'm in a crap mood today. So many things have made this mood possible. Too many to list, really. I'm just tired of being the smoother over and the eggshell walker. I'm over going to school stuff alone(rephrase;alone with a baby spaz) because bagels rule the world and don't allow for days off or even a few hours off.

I am desperately trying to ward of an adult-like temper tantrum. I can feel it rising to the surface. I'm eating ice cream, normally an evening treat for me, in the middle of the day to make myself feel better. I think all I am accomplishing is making myself feel fatter. Fantastic.

If Matt comes home and asks if I'm on my period and that's why I'm crabby, I will seriously loose it. Completely.


~Jill